I feel like i lost my innocence! I need desperate help!?

you have not "lost your innocence" ---- innocence is a state of mind not what you do or dont do ---- you made a decision that you found was inappropriate --- it was not face to face and the guy (should he find out your age) would probably be as shaken as you ---- learn from it and adiust your behaviour accordingly ---- as an aside how did you get onto an adult website in the first place??? --- they do screen to ensure underage people dont get on --- which is why the guy had no problems and how do molesters look??? --- best wishes